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New...Oh my God!

Tue May 19, 2009, 4:19 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Infomershals in the background
  • Reading: The Wasp Factory
  • Watching: Nancy Grace
  • Playing: Loverman by Nick Cave
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
So, I haven't updated in a while and I'm sorry about that.

....Short note, my dad got backstage passes to Depeche Mode, he now lives in Amsterdam...

I am so SOOOOO upset because I wont get to meet them, but he will.

...I now have my CCDA...I also have my own apartment...yay.

Also, need someone to do a serious comission for me....I'm dyin' here.

-That's it for now.....


L to the a to the...well, you get it.


P.S.. Have I gained weight? Please be truthful.
Thanks.

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  • Current Residence: One of the Seven levels of Hell
  • Interests: stupid people
  • Favourite movie: The Machinist
  • Favourite band or musician: Sneaker Pimps, The Prodigy, Massive Attack, The Crystal Method, I AM X, Depeche Mode.
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno...breakbeat techno
  • Favourite artist: H.R Geger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kenji Miyazawa
  • Favourite style of art: I do not belive in "digital art"
  • Operating System: Super Gimp Computer
  • Shell of choice: Mother Of Pearl
  • Wallpaper of choice: One that doesn't want to kill me
  • Skin of choice: Anything as long as it has bars or cords coming out of it.
  • Favourite game: Xenosaga Episode 1
  • Favourite gaming platform: On top of my non-exsistant turntables.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mr. X
  • Personal Quote: I sware, Martin Gore is after me.
  • Tools of the Trade: Two things called blood and tears.

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:iconeagly92:
~Eagly92 Sep 25, 2009, 10:32:10 AM
thankies for the :+fav: :heart:

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...In Your Room.
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~ScaryScenes Apr 30, 2009, 11:24:28 AM
wow your gallery is amazing! I love it !
and thank you very much for the :+fav:
: )
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~Pandemonium-Rel May 18, 2009, 8:30:10 PM
Would you by any chance, be able to do a commision for me? I have been trying FOREVER to find someone to do a picture of me and Martin Gore.

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I am not to comprehend.
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~collectmyblood66 Nov 9, 2006, 3:35:15 PM
I like your gallery

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~Place Your Heart In My Hand.... And Trust My Demonic Flesh Not To Clench Tightly Over Your Human Soul~

- Lizz Screamer
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~clan-destine Jun 26, 2006, 1:10:32 PM
Long time no see. Taken any new photos lately?
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~Pandemonium-Rel Jul 1, 2006, 9:46:48 AM
Yes, I have some from the Runway Atlanta Fashion Show I was in, but I'm still awaiting the gaddamn designer to give them back to me.

How about you? How the hell have you been? :)

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I am not to comprehend.
:iconclan-destine:
~clan-destine Jul 1, 2006, 9:54:16 AM
Good to hear ;)

:) I have been... in hell. Separated from my lover by god knows what. Well.. her work, her mom, I suppose. But I feel she's been avoiding me lately. Bizarre to think and possibly untrue because if you read her journal she is worried about us drifting apart. I can't know. Time will tell.

In the meantime, I've been trying to find ways to keep my thoughts from inbreeding and creating a personal hell while I wait for her. And finally with some success. Thanks to friends. Who lift me up on the breezes of their thoughts and help me fly again.
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~Pandemonium-Rel Jul 2, 2006, 2:28:43 PM
:( Jesus, I'm sorry...not that 'sorry' actually matters or does anything of importance.
...I just wish that there was something more I guess I could do or say...or whatever to help.

I know, rough times with love so-called or whatnot...but hey, at least you still have a labedo....I wish I did...it ran away.

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I am not to comprehend.
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~clan-destine Jul 2, 2006, 3:53:02 PM
I'm sorry...not that 'sorry' actually matters or does anything of importance

Well it means something to me. I'm not one to downplay or scoff at other's sympathies. I appreciate and admire it.

I know the feeling of wanting to help and not being sure how. If you really want to or like to talk or listen I can note you. I mean, if you are open to that. Sometimes it helps me to talk.

As for my libido, sometimes I wonder. I think mine will require some nonsexual nurturing and leading up to really be healthy. So I can relate to not feeling a strong libido. I really can. Sometimes I feel inadequate for Kayla because she seems to be more healthy sexually than me. Like I won't be enough for her.

But I appreciate your thoughts and your empathy. It really means a lot.
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